I'm still fairly upbeat on a daily basis, but there isn't much "good" to report. I'm just going through the necessary motions of vacating my dream, my life, as required by The Bank . . . and as the final fall-out of the divorce. I'm at the point now of just wanting the house and property to be quickly snapped up by someone who will love and care for it. After weeks of me suggesting that they do so (with absolutely NO response to my e-mails), the bank has finally hired someone to winterize the place, and I'm meeting with him on Thursday. Unbelievably enough, I don't think any of the infrastructure has been lost yet, to freezing. And, I swear, it's only by my sheer will and determination that nothing's frozen yet. Oh, yeah, and absolute luck!
But, believe me, whenever I begin to so much as feel "down" about my situation, I just think of Connecticut. I have absolutely *NOTHING* to complain about. 'Nuff said.
I've been multi-tasking as I write this post and so feel like I've been here for an age and am ready to get on with the day. But, I know I haven't written much. All I WANT to do is cuddle back down in bed. I am *soooooo* tired these days. But, fewer than 3 weeks, and I can sleep all I want on my days off.
I'm coordinating with another packing crew for the day, and I have a few errands to run in town before I head out to SRR this morning. This cabin is getting pretty claustrophobic. Because I have to take advantage of packers when I have 'em, things (clothes) that can't be stored in the storage units as is (due to mice, etc.) - that I'd PLANNED on sorting through, eliminating many, and then packing in plastic totes - are now stacked halfway up the height of the first floor of the cabin. The place is so tiny to begin with, and now I, literally, only have a path from the door to the stairs / ladder leading up here to the sleeping loft. It, too, is messy but has been able to stay - for the moment - fairly open. Which is the only thing keeping me sane when I'm in here. I can't WAIT until I have a moment to go through the stuff in here, sort, discard, and begin to properly store. Here are two shots, taken this morning:
And, with that, I have GOT to get!! Happy Tuesday!